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...when she's down she'll drown this town in kerosene...

this must be the end of the line

Created on 2003-03-10 18:32:47 (#941907), last updated 2003-07-13

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Name:	.she.left.in.her.prom.dress.
Birthdate:	07-21
Location:	Dumfries, Virginia, United States

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distortedxeyes@aol.com

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She's The Only One Who Knows What It Is To Burn

these blue yonder dreams
and second hand shoes
you're so far gone that you live to lose
and it's too late to go home all alone
you're the tar in that old cigar
and the worn out cable on a cable car
and you're too tired to admit you've got to choose

and it doesn't mean love's wrong
just because you're feeling low
and it doesn't mean love's gone
'cause you feel like you want to let go
well no one wrote in this book of love that you'd always know
i wish someone would have told me before...

name: alex, lexy, lex, al, ali valli, or baby
location: montclair. cate says everything looks the same here... it does.
appearance: odd, long hair, blue eyes, baggy pants, band tees, chucks
alex day: july 21st. same as josh hartnett.
bestest friends: jamie, jess, justin, and sometimes greg. they are my soulmates.

stop it. come on. you know i can't help it
i've got the mic and you've got the mosh pit
what will it take to make you admit that you were wrong?
"was his demise so carefully constructed?"
--"well let's just say - i got what i wanted."
'cause in the end it's always the same (you're still gone)
let's go!

i'd never lie to you
unless i had to, i'll do what i've got to
unless i had to, i'll do what i've got to
the truth is, you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

i can't regret, can't you just forget it?
i started something i couldn't finish
if we go down, we go down together
best friends means, best friends means...
you never knew, well i never told you
everything i know about breaking hearts
i've learned from you, it's true
i've never done it with the style and grace you have
but i've made lots of plans based on these mistakes

i love... hanson, nirvana, the ataris, music, acting, guitar, movies, fucking around, being stupid, hanging with friends (especially jamie), causing chaos, going to shows, moshing, laughing, going to pizza hut and red robin, italian guys, punk music, sleeping, talking about music, listening to people, helping people, taking back sunday, josh hartnett, katie holmes, and making people laugh

i hate... preppie assholes, bad music, whiney people, when my friends are sad, when i can't fix people, when boys cry, mean people, most pop music, people who participate in self mutilation for attention, suicide, people who think being depressed is cool, death, losing friends, and charlie's angels

scold me, failed her
if only i'd held on tighter
to her pale white skin that
twisted and withered away from me, way from me
watch me lose her
it's almost like losing myself
give her my soul
and let them take somebody else
get away from me!

fuck you, fuck me, fuck you, fuck you, fuck me (you never loved me)
fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck me
i will never make it better
i will never make it better
it will always hurt you fucking asshole

music: hanson, nirvana, the ataris, taking back sunday, dashboard confessional, a static lullaby, from autumn to ashes, new found glory, michelle branch, jewel, the starting line, jack off jill, afi, the all-american rejects, fiona apple, tori amos, bbmak, blink182, bright eyes, the calling, vanessa carlton, count the stars, caroline's spine, alkaline trio, evan and jaron, evanescence, eve 6, finch, howie day, everclear, five for fighting, fuel, further seems forever, the goo goo dolls, third eye blind, good charlotte, green day, the gufs, the jon kahn band, geri halliwell, beth hart, kristin hoffmann, jimmy eat world, something corporate, the juliana theory, cyndi lauper, lifehouse, linkin park, lisa loeb, matchbox twenty, the moffatts, edwin mccain, the monkees, alanis morissette, jason mraz, nine days, no doubt, our lady peace, ramones, silverchair, savage garden, sister hazel, spice girls, soul asylum, stereo fuse, student*rick, switchfoot, t.a.t.u., thursday, trapt, smile empty soul, upper cut, hilikus, the verve pipe, kittie, story of the year, tsunami bomb, the yeah yeah yeahs, hot hot heat, me first and the gimme gimmes, nofx, less than jake, rufio, bouncing souls, anti-flag (old skool), coheed and cambria, mest, blind melon, the get up kids, sublime, and sooo many more...

i can give you freedom from your guilt
with a flick of my wrist onto yours
i can give you peace of mind with a forced smile
i can give you death with the look upon my face
this is your freedom in a life of fallacy
with no last kiss and no regrets
you don't deserve goodbye
this is your freedom in a life of fallacy
with no last kiss and no goodbye

with a short story, the one you add to daily
you are the tragic loss
no storybook ending for the fairy tale of you
just the one composed with blood taken from your pen
that you hold in your lifeless hand

cry for you. shed tears. mourn. wish the end.
cry for you. shed tears. mourn. wish the end.
i wish the end. i wish the end. i wish the end.

did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
you let this one person come down on the most perfect moment
and it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now is a reminder
of what i'll never have, i'll never have, i'll never...

standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
but this table for one has become bearable
i now take comfort in this
and for this - i cherish you.

did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
you let this one person come down, come down...

i cherish you. i cherish you.
just say you would do the same for me
just say you would do the same for me
just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me
for as much as i love autumn
i'm giving myself to ashes...